Stuff and Things

I've been slacking in the post department this month.

There's been a lot going on and I feel like nothing is completely accomplished.  I haven't even finished my time budget which was something I was really looking forward to having.  Perhaps I should have budgeted time to finish the budget, hm?

September is nigh on finished and I can't believe how fast this year has gone by.  October is probably my least favorite month of the year, not even entirely sure why, but it is looming.  And when I think about the fact that there are, essentially  only three months left to the year I'm a little astounded.  

I'm also feeling a little overwhelmed.  There have been some big changes for me in the last month or so and it sort of hit me yesterday evening that I'm having a little trouble assimilating it all.  I'll get there eventually.  But until that happens, I think I'm going to have these little moments of panic and freaking.  I settled down quickly enough when it does happen.  Mostly, right now, I'm just trying to cope.  

And at the same time, I feel like there are big things on my horizon.  If I just keep plodding along, taking that next step, taking those deep breaths, it's all going to be so good.  If I can just get through this moment, and the next, and the next, it's all going to work out.  

So yeah, a lot of conflicting emotions running around in my brainpan.  It's getting rather crowded in there; what with all the emotions and words and patterns.  It's times like this I really wish there was a brain recording device so that I could get everything out and only put it back in when I needed it.